All slides contain screenshots of Tweets posted by @NikkiReimer in the year 2012.
Slide 1 - Feb. 22: O, my heart is broken
Slide 2 - Feb. 27: Chris, I just had one of your drawings tattooed on my arm. I hope you like it. Love and miss you so much. Nikki.
Slide 3 - Feb. 29: Write until you puke
Slide 4 - March 1: I don't actually understand what's real anymore. I don't understand where you went. If you were here you would both love and hate this.
Slide 5 - March 6: Every day is a new lesson in surrealism.
Slide 6 - March 6: I'm going to go drink beer in the bath now. Hold my calls indefinitely.
Slide 7 - March 6: Nobody's sister.
Slide 8 - March 10: Pony, come home!
Slide 9 - March 12: First yoga class. First grocery trip.
Slide 10 - March 13: First work day. First train ride. First bus ride.
Slide 11 - March 13: I just thought of something really funny pertaining to "Put a Bird On It" that I wanted to tell you but I can't because YOU'RE DEAD
Slide 12 - March 13: Also I feel like you could be less dead if you tried harder. Just saying.
Slide 13 - March 14: Today I wish that I had been the one who died.
Slide 14 - March 15: I feel so isolated. Somebody talk to me about something not related to my brother's death.
Slide 15 - March 16: I have never felt so drunk and high whilst being completely sober, ever, in my life. #GriefWatch2012 #PonyComeHome
Slide 16 - March 16: I would like to stop feeling like this now.
Slide 17 - March 17: Everyone is just always wrapped up in their own torments.
Slide 18 - March 18: I may never sleep again.
Slide 19 - March 18: Sign in to Amazon to order "The Mourner's Dance." Discover that one of my ship-to options is "Chris Reimer." Fuck You, Universe.
Slide 20 - March 18: It is actually not that helpful that the hours of the BC Bereavement Helpline are M to F, 9 to 5. I'm not in crisis while I'm at work.
Slide 21 - March 20: The First Rule of Grief Club is Always Talk About Grief Club.
Slide 22 - March 21: I'm glad it snowed and hailed today. I would like it to snow and hail on the 21st of every month till the End of Days.
Slide 23 - March 22: The Other Side of Mt. Heart Attack
Slide 24 - March 22: If I had a choice in the matter I would prefer to spend the day in bed crying
Slide 25 - March 23: The Second Rule of Grief Club is Always Talk About Grief Club.
Slide 26 - March 24: Saturday Morning Sad Music and Coffee
Slide 27 - March 27: I still have mints from McInnis & Holloway in my purse
Slide 28 - March 29: I can't do this
Slide 29 - April 2: The littlest Draper looks almost exactly like my brother did at that age
Slide 30 - April 4: My next book will be called Everything is Triggering #grief #rage
Slide 31 - April 6: I Wanna Be Sedated
Slide 32 - April 8: Lying in bed drinking coffee & cuddling Chris' childhood stuffed rabbit. Easter Shmeaster.
Slide 33 - April 8: You know that any of us could die any minute, right? Just checking.
Slide 34 - April 8: Jonathon packs pictures. Nikki uploads 35 photos of her dead brother to LondonDrugs for printing, thereby creating more pictures to pack.
Slide 35 - April 11: 100 things to eat before you die. You think any dead people are sitting around all mad they never ate a kumquat?
Slide 36 - April 17: Eight weeks. I love you so much Chris. You will always be my baby brother.
Slide 37 - April 18: And how we carry on when you are gone, my Wild One?
Slide 38 - April 19: It's All Blooming Now Mt. Heart Attack
Slide 39 - April 20: Cottony post-Ativan mornings
Slide 40 - April 26: Since Chris died my ability to go from zero to full on rage is kind of breathtaking
Slide 41 - April 29: LOUDER SADDER MUSIC! LOUDER! SADDER! LOUDER AND SADDER! LOUDEST! SADDEST!
